Sunday, August 07,2005

I dun mean to overhear the conversation between you
and my bro..
But I think you shouldn't give up your passion for bball just like that.
Is only at the bball court that i see your true self..
Is only at the bball court that you play your hearts out and
is only on the bball court that i've seen a different you, the unique you..
I believe your leg injury will heal. Really. Have trust in the doctor
and give yourself time.Your world wouldn't be complete without bball..
So,dun give up k.

Hmm..I had a long chat with valen last night and i think
i realise that yes. my world has really become different
when you enter my life..although you've hurt me that deep,
i think i've forgiven you. That is what i think.
I dunno..


This is what i've read in my friend blog--
"in love, no one can harm anyone else;
we are each responsible for our own feelings
and we cannot blame someone else for what
we feel.It hurts when we lost each of the
various men we fell in love with. However,
no one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone."

Sometimes or many a time, I asked myself if our love
is that shalllow and now i guess i know le..
i dun mind waiting..
Really. I dun.

But i know things will never be the same again.
cuz i myself is not the huishan that you used to know le.
I've fallen badly and now, haix.
Things just have changed.

I strongly believe that IF this love of us is meant to be, it will come
back.

Will it? or is it my one-sided thinking..
I dun even dare to pin hope on anything bcoz
when you want something, you will tend to get disappointed if you dun get it. So ya, i'll entrust my everyday life to my
dear god who i know, is always watching over me and will not test me beyond what i can take. Thank god for that!

OH no! i've so much things to do yet i'm like wasting
my everyday away..i've lost my energy and
i think i'm feeling so sick.
Well, tmr is Monday and i will get to go back
to hai sing for speech day.Meeting up with all
my dearest friends is what i look forward to.
Hopefully, my mum will allow me to go and
watch the fireworks which is so late at night.
Den haha..valen they all can come my house
for a cool and fun sleepover. Whee~

-=What is behind the rainbow? =-