Friday,October 14, 2005

I had been on thinking nights,
Whether I had chosen right,
To hold on something not quite mine,
And shut out all the love so white.
I just didn't want to try
As I hope not all these tries
Would all end up in a sigh.

My heart was sealed up, so tight,
In the darkness without light,
U came with light n want to guide,
But I dare not follow, u asked me why…?

As even if u r right beside,
I’ll look back for my yesterday night.
It isn’t fair or anywhere right,
To hurt you further with my present plight.
I want ur light in me to die,
Reason is not being u I do not like,
It's ur goodness that gives me fright.

Knowing u..
Makes me more guilty than past fortnights,
When I kept the distance between us so wide..
Call me a coward that won’t fight,
I don’t care..
At least, I hurt no hearts..