Tuesday, october 11, 2005

Wow..it's really fast.
Today is already tues and my 2 days of holidays are over..Soon, we'll get back our results..I don't want. Not because i dun want to face it but it's because i'm afraid to face it.

I know my stand. I want to be promoted. I'll work hard for my A'level if given the chance.

Hmm..This afternoon, i went out with gek eng sis and god ma..I love the feeling of being with them..Perhaps they have known me since young and with them, i can really be myself.

When i was young, i could still remember that when i go out with them and when it's time to go home, i would cry..haha. Yupx..Crybaby. That's me. Always feeling emo..But now, i know how to control and not cry infront of others..esp my love ones..

i don't feel like doing anything although it's after promos. Perhaps this is post exam syndrome? I'm scared. Very scared.. This feeling is just like all the feelings being choke up in your throat and you can do nothing about it. I felt the same, one day b4 getting my o'level results..Gosh..It's coming back.

god works in a miraculous way..
I pray..I pray.. I pray

Sitting patiently and waiting for the miracles to unfold.

Love,
huishan