Saturday,14 january,2006

I want you to know that, there's every reason for you to move on..
and one good thing is a future..

a future,
u've outlined with a pencil.
at times, when things go wrong, u use an eraser to erase some parts of it off, thinking its far too impossible to reach..
but yet we know, no matter how hard we try to erase, a mark will always stay.
The little cha qu which we've added to it, will make the future complete this way..

i don't know what will happen in future but do give me time.


And to that unknown out there, don't look at me with that look, and don't take the trouble to say hi if you don't mean it..i just have to tell you this:

i wldnt know everything, the painful days which u've been through alone,but often, i hope i've had a time machine. not to the future but back to the past to see you, to feel for you, to go through all the past with you..

Sadly, we all know its impossible.

i cant change your past, nor can i take those unwanted and abandoned memories all away from your life.
depression, not something i can take it away from you even if time permits.

i once wanted to live with you at present, and hope with you for the future.
the past, we will work together to let it go and pray to god that he will let the happiness stay and the painful memories..
but yet you put a full stop to everything before anything.. perhaps,btw us, things just don't wofk out. Whatever, i dont care anymore



Dear god, i've got 2 test this coming week.
Let me learn to daydream lesser and maximise my time..