I'm temporarily reprieved..

before i lost the feel of being a birthday girl, i wanna post something up here today. =) =) =)

hmm..last night the four of us, fang, diya and valen went to ah fang's future husband-to-be restaurant to feast. The place was great but there wasn't enough time for us to really enjoy our food! haha..next time we should go as soon as the buffet hours start yea? =p

And to my dearest all..thank you so much for the lovely treat and gift.

i was kinda of surprise cos when i tried wearing the pants after all those food we had and also inspite of the fact that i'm pregnant, i could fit in w/o taking a deep breath. hoho! you gals really know me "inside out huh"? hahaha!
i've to repeat this..i really love it and thanks pals. You ppl make a difference in my life..Really..
The friendship that is shared among the four of us will always be something close to my heart. Truely, I never knew that such rapport existed until i met you guys. =)


Last night, i couldn't sleep( i'm too full) and i decided to watch the soccer match. Wanted to blog abt how i felt but my bro was using the com, so here i am now to share all there thoughts in me.


Taking a walk back to the past...
I could distinctly remember my last year birthday and how I woke up to see the dreary weather and still have to go to sch for a maths paper. hm..another year had gone by..
My eighteenth year of existence..

I wish I could say it rocked, but it didn't really. It wasn't that bad. But it wasn't good. last year was alot of growing up, a lot of facing the reality and coming to terms with things that I couldn't do. It was, let's just say, a year of discovering me and learning more about myself..

Learning that being weak isn't always a bad thing and that being strong all the time can be one's greatest handicap. Peeling off the layers of what love really means, submission to it and how it takes more courage to give things up and let go.. being in control and of ceding control is never easy i can say..

well, I also realised what committment really meant and what longing and wanting was all about..so many things have happened which have added on to my life experience and i've gained valuable lessons from them.
I can't help but be thankful that the last year is over. I just pray that this year will be a better one and a year filled with the goodness of the lord. Perhaps,this year can be a happier one and maybe, just maybe, a little bit easier than the last and that i could do much better in my studies and be proud of myself all over again..