the midyrs dissappointed me yet again..

i wish i could say i want to give up..

i'm really tired of all these failures. i truely am..

Prelims, followed by A'level is freakingly nearing..what will happen to me?
i wish i could answer that myself..
i've delicated my time to studying but yet i reap nothing. my teacher says my exam strategy wasn't right and i need more practice.. But..haix. i lack the drive now. once you fall too many times, you'll just come to a point where your bones become brittle and your legs are just too weak to make yourself stand again, isn't it?

the next exam, you'll do better. this is self delusion. i know. i fear.

daphne once told me: when u feel like giving up, ask yourself why you held on for so long..
dear god.. let me know and see that there is a silver lining behind the dark clouds....