everytime when i say i'm going to be fine or I'm ok, i wish i really was.
Despite the shortage of time,
i'm still wasting alot of my precious time, indulging in useless thoughts.

i miss the carefree me.
i miss those nights that i study till so tired and when i go to bed, i just dozed off soundly

It's not that i've not tried hard to keep it right at the corner of my brain and suppressing it. But hey. how much force does that need? if anybody can calculate that amount of force using some physics knowledge or whatnot, let me know can? I hate the way the pain is eating my heart up. I hate it cos i don't have the power to do what i want, even knowing it.

There is no triumph without loss? No victory withdout sacrifice?
Argghhh..
A'level vs the complication of the heart affairs..



Dear god, grant me the will power to filter out all distractions.