Finally, i'm home.

Today at work, i felt terrible. I was ordered around by the malay collegues. One asked me to do this and another asked me to do that. So.. Who am i supposed to listen? And can't they use a better tone if they want others to help them with the work of their own?!!! grr..

i felt like the outcast when they kept speaking malay and i know nothing at all! They kept thinking i'm flirting with the consultants. But seriously, and truthfully, i didn't. And why should i in the very 1st place? We just knew not longer than 1 week?

i'm unhappy..

My shift leader asked me to go for lunch with those malay girls! my my.. i would rather eat alone, not eat, than to eat with them for god sake.

Sitting outside the yoga studio ALONE, i started dialling to speak to diya. i thought i would feel better even if she were to tell me how much fun she was having with holly as her accompany for the day. But in the end, i shocked her yet again by breaking down half way through the conversation. Didn't mean it, but i guess when feelings are suppressed for too long, it will erupt eventually.

so lousy of me. look superly aweful crying alone outside the studio. But that is not the worst, the worst thing is being seen by crying by Kurt, William and Eugene. One by one, they came and sat beside me, giving me chocs, tissues, and stickers with smilely face drawn.

Very nice of them but hm.. it is because of them that rumours started. And with them doing all that, things became worse.

But after today, i couldn't care much anymore. Say what they want! I'll bear with those piercing words, i will brave through all these cos through tough experiences, i'll grow, i believe. =)

I may sound pathetic but i'm alright actually. I make alot alot of friends. And they are sweet. Not because they gave me chocs or whatsoever but they are really nice people. =)

Tomorrow is a brand new day and i'll smile while working =)

I've lots of smilely stickers in my locker now. Sooooo, i'm happy. i'm happy. i'm happy. I'll be HAPPY!

wooo..diya coming for interview tomorrow. hahahaha...