i'm assigned to teach Stephen chinese everyday at the hotel conference room and oh my..i'm so stress up! He is a yr older and i must start off teaching him the very basic and this means he has to use primary sch textbk for the time being. hey, he is a uni student! and a very bright student who is studying international politics. how on earth can my "expertise" be sufficient to coach him in this BIG TASK.

today was my 1st meet up with him and his english is not as scary as i thought. can be understood thou =) hehe..but but. What am i suppose to teach him tomorrow? the day after tommorow? haix. this is mind-bogging!!

He is paying me straight after each lesson and i don't feel too good about this. It feels as thou i'm going there to collect my daily allowance. can u picture this: u knock on the door, both of u sit down to "study", and it end up both of you are chatting in ENG not CHINESE!! ok, then before u leave, he pays you. Oh my my..this feels totally weird for me. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. endure!!!

My friend tells me this is challenging and is good money but trust me, i dread the meet-ups!
i want to get back my daily 2hrs of freedom!!

i cant help ranting here cos most or almost all my friends are tied down by their uni homeworks and activities =(

sometimes, i do wonder if the frequency between you and your closest pal would change if both of you meet out less often and the group of people u hang out with is different. The lack in common topic is a major issue and does this mean that when u grow older, u'll have lesser friends? i mean lesser genuine friends. friends that truly share your everything. happy or sad..