my lecture ends at 9.30pm and i should have reach home earlier but Sherman lost his way while going to send a few of my classmates home and we ended up going around s'pore. I accompanied him back to his kranji camp to load off some of his things but those meanie guards doesn't allow me to enter and i've got to wait outside. grr..

Then we had supper at supposedly geylang but because it was too late, we make do with some coffe shop and then he drove me home. Oh, sinful act of mine! having supper when i'm already so FAT!!! hate being fat but these fats always love me and i'm trying so hard to shed them away.

Oh yeah, today i met up with wei shan too. She is still as slim and she made me really happy with all the jokes and everything! She rocks my day ;) It was like we were back to those days where we were anti social and still could laugh to ourselves..sweet days! And dear me, ws said she had to have a mini break-up with steph in order to meet me. i'm her scandal. i laughed so hard when i hear this. she is so funnily nonsense. But i like her bcoz of that :)

If only the entire day was spent with ws, then i think my day would be nothing less than fabulous.

hmm..

when i was in the car just now, he msg me but the msg wasn't what i wanted :( :( :(
i would rather he not msg me at all from now on.. i told him that. But, that wasn't what i meant. shrug. i need you but i don't want you. that's how i feel. it's like.. i love you yet i cannot want to be with you that sort of things. you won't understand. you guys are selfish. you just think of wanting to be loved when your days are rotten and when better days come, you alw forget who are the ones that root by you on rainy days. well, blame myself for being too dumb and be nice to guys. the most hated creatures on earth!!! Just lock them in camps and.. sigh. i cannot finish the sentence. i don't have the heart to do that to them.