After yt went to ns, we've been messaging alot more than the past. It seems like I've become his channel to vent his anger, to find comfort, to kill time and to listen. I used to reply his msg without much thinking and most of the time, i think my msg is some nonsense stuff. but he could play along and be nonsense all the same. Really appreciate a friend like him cos without himself knowing, his happy-silly-light hearted msg made me smile after my past lonely school days.

but recently, somehow it stopped already. ns life gets tougher and he lost his enthusiasm, smiles, sillyness and childishness. He said that it was because he has become a real man but pls, that is an invalid reason.. now, when he tells me he is knackered, i'll be lost of words to comfort or encourage him already. i understand by saying"oh ok" is the stupidest thing to reply so sometime, i didnt reply at all. Feel real bad about not being able to do anything actually. In the past, he never fail to encourage me. even when enlisted, he'll still use some silly words or method to make me smile. always he had his ways.

And the thing is, 3 weeks from now, my bro is going to be enlisted to tekong as well already. Will i be of help when i'm needed?