on this quiet night, i feel like screaming out loud!!

i'm so unhappy with myself today.

everything went wrong and ARGHH!! i cannot seem to really appreciate a person kindness anymore. perhaps being overly nice is uncommon and i cannot quite stand it any longer!! Kelvin, stop being that way. Don't report to me your everyday doings, don't msg me straight after we left the same classroom, stop telling me about your pastor, stop telling me that service is good and give me morning call every sun to persuade me to go!! Give a break pls.

i need my own space and time. And furthermore, you are nobody to me. don't give me constraint cos' i'm not that sort of girls. i like surprises. i like care and concern that comes naturally. I'm glad that there is no more sherman, so not another kelvin pls.

ARGHH..
i don't know why i'm grouchy today.
i'm really unhappy with myself...

Alas, i need peace..