a simple "how are you?" and "everything will be fine" means alot to me now.

i wish at this moment in time, someone could tell me that...

the test on monday makes me so sore. plus the fact that now i've got no mood to study, i think monday paper will be screwed.

I hope i can move to a house of my own when i have the ability to earn alot alot. May that day come quicky!!!

i want a home that truly belongs to me.
A home that would not be invaded by unexpected guests.
A home where i know what is happening.
A home where love is present and could be felt.
A home where someone cooks for me.
A home where after a long day out, it's just the place you want to return to.

Why isn't my home like that?
It is always packed with people coming for religious thing. no one can understand that feeling of no privacy more than i do now. Is like having a home which you cannot return to when soo many people are at your place and you need to seek a refuge place.
I just want a normal family. normal house.


I want to have lots and lots of money to move out...

But now, even paying for my school fees, i have to work so hard already. :((
i want to be richer..

haix. since when has monetary problem become my prob? :((
i just cannot be like my peers. be a full time student and that's it. just have to worry about studies? but really, I want to be normal.

=(((