As a human being, i err and it was because of that, the last straw has broken the camel's back. Friends no more.

The pact of wanting to be friends was not feasible even up till yesterday. Since Jan, the once truely platonic friendship was stained and it would never be the same despite the tries and wants on both sides to be friends again. We have been trying too hard to be friends.

sadly but yes, the truth always hurt. but never did i thought my bestest friend would be the one.

dear father,
You know i have to sit for 3 ANHB1101 exams next week. and may i ask that you guard my heart and bless me with peace and your wonderful love as i go through this week of studying. let me pour out all feelings that has accumulated in me over the months..pour it out..

lord, you know that since young i'm a soft-hearted person and i do admit that i'm not alright now. i want a cuddle so badly from you now and tell you i'll learn and trust upon you to make things right but lord, everyone of us need the earthly support that you placed in our path to share our joys and sorrows. you used to place yt in my path as my advisor and always-ready-friend when i went through difficult times with TT last time, but now, you took him away. i don't understand but i know it's your way of protecting me. lord, i'm feeling lost and very much helpless and i just pray and hope that valen would be back in s'pore soon..