being sick, i couldn't do much things. So, it wasn't a productive day today =(

most of the time, i was running in and out of the toilet. The diarhorrea that came last night did not leave me alone and it became worse today.
And to make it really bad, i had menstrual cramps too. It drains me badly and i hadn't touch any food today except for a cup of milo and honey. Actually, right now, I'm hungry but i dare not eat. What goes in comes out faster than i wanted and i had enough of the toilet. i want a time-out!

I'm really very drained but i couldn't cancel my tuition nor skip my piano lesson today. My students are having exam tomorrow and yes, i went to teach. The bus was packed and the long bus journey seemed longer than usual today and i'm really glad i could make it home without throwing up.

Ah, i really want to recover soon! i've got so many things to do.
Initially i still want to meet up with zhi hao today. i'm worried for him cos he sounded really heart broken the night before.
i know i may not be the best person to speak to right now, but i guess it's always good to have someone to listen to you?

Oh well...
matters of the heart is always complicated.
The heart, it's that tender organ in us which we try hard, yet could not ignore.
Love, is a gift god has granted us with, yet i too realised that love requires boldness.
And fear simply comes with the package..



I expect the best outcome for any situation and I accept with grace the result..