Essays after essays made me stay up through the night to get it done. And being home-alone in the house is quite a sad thing. Probably, i'm too used to the noise in my house and the sudden fall of quietness, i haven't quite gotten use to it. especially when the entire day i'm all alone at home.

initially, there was plan to meet up with dap and val to study but miss dap was busy with her 'lao yu sheng' yesterday and as a result, all of us study separately :(

I managed to complete the essay on haemolytic disease with the help and accompany of Rain. And yup, i really appreciate it. I hit the bed at 3am. That's pretty much considered early cos without him, i guess this com idiot wouldn't have been able to log in to the aussie lib web to read the online books and would still be abstracting resources from web, which is not really reliable. So the conclusion is: studying with a partner is always good. =)

But nevertheless, one has to learn to be independent. Rain is thinking to go over to perth to study to make himself learn the hard way and when asked about how was it over at my side. I couldn't much give him a reply. Perhaps, i'm not really the independent kind of person i wanted to be, despite the strong front that i could put up. But the strong front would wear-out isn't it?

It's only the night, probably when i'm all alone, that i could say that i'm more myself and i can let my emotion flow more freely. haha. i'm a after 12midnight person. But well, it's also the night that make me lose my rational mind to say things without filtering it many times through my pea-sized brain and then in the morning, i felt silly.

But whatever it is, i know whirlwind of emotions is tiring. And i will allow it to flow at night.

But actually, to think of it, i guess life is so tiring sometimes as well, but that doesn't mean we have to stop. And perhaps like dieting, it is sad at times too, but it doesn't mean i have to stop.

Picture taken in bristol, UK by my beloved sandy.

HAHA. In many parts of the world, people are all dieting. That's the common goal of women!