i need a breather. I feel like going to east coast park now.
my head hurts terribly like it's splitting apart.
And the worst thing is, i've yet to finish.
i still have online assignments to complete.
=(

I just started on stats1150 and it's freaking me out already. I cannot really follow through the lectures and I didn't expect one tutorial of stats to be so draining to the mind and neck. I took so long to find out the hidden functions in my calculator and i must so cautiously type in all the datas to calculate all those needed just to answer all that questions.
While trying so hard to get the answer, some inconsiderate people just cannot stop chatting during lectures. Did they come to have a face to face chatting session or to study?! GRR.. Talk from the start of lec and during that 10mins break, they decide to leave and head home. GRR!

Amount of things to memo for bio is just too much to be considered something less than disgusting. And yes, i've gotten back my complete score for anatomy and i did not fare as what i expected. It's so saddening!!!
I mean i know i wouldn't do as well but there is still some part of me hoping against hope for miracles to happen and though, i knew i feel so disorganised throughout that entire module of online lec but i still hope.
But with so much things happening then, i supposed doing badly is just being me.
I'm easily affected. And i think that weakness in me will always live in me.

Now, i'm a grouchy woman. i'm horrible too. I show my displeasure on innocent victims.
It's really so draining to keep thinking about finding a solution and the worst part is there's nothing else to it.

i really need a breather.
i need to not use my brain.
i think i'll just try to sleep.
and i'll dream of the nicest breakfast tomorrow.

sigh.



i need to find my drives back.
i need directions.
who would give?


Almost. But.