Was hit by the flu bug today and i do hope it gets better soon so i could go out later.
Calls kept coming in while i was trying to take a short nap, before my mum ends her chinese tuition and it was my turn to teach eng. So, i switched it off. But as soon as when i wake up, it becomes a real need to give a check to my phone. I guess science and technology have sink into out lives and handphones have become a do-without necessities. And this statement is justified cos' whenever i go abroad, even though i know no messages could be received nor would i send any out, i have the tendency to leave it on. And yes, i'm so dependent on it. Be it alarm clock, reminders or whatnot.

And surprisingly when i woke up, opened my room door, i saw my house was rather packed. My house has transformed into a tuition centre. my mum had 4 students in my house. 2 of them where quite big built and they seem to take up more space and it somehow makes my big living room looks like it just shrinked. And dear me. i didn't know my younger bro does teach tuition too. AND he actually teaches chinese. My mum passed him a student and i'm impressed when i saw him teach. He is SERIOUS!! serious guys are charming remember?! But when his student left, it's another story. He can be real childish. Aiya. i think even my mother does have her childish side as well. She could actually chase my younger bro around the sofa, trying to hit him. My, this is my mum? But i do like the fact she is young at heart =)

Ok anyway, back to writing updates of myself.

i'm back to my yoga craze. When i take the yoga schedule, i would circle the classes i could attend and then arrange my studying hours, piano practicing and tuition time according to the timings of my yoga. Yoga-the need to have strength and flexibility. My masters say i only possess the latter and i need to come for more classes in order to have the former as well. So, i'm giving my time to my beloved yoga to have the combination of both.

With all the packed schedule in hand, my time spent with my friends lessen. Perhaps only at night then i have the time to meet. night refers to after 10pm. But even so, I don't think my life qualifies as poor at this point, just full. And going into a state of peaceful humming in neutral gear is possibly the best way to nourish it at this point? Finally i guessed i've gotten the answer i posted to xf that day. The emptiness in me has much abated.

And, this weekend though sleep is sacrificed for my friends. i think it's all worthwhile. i feel the happiness within =)




should one day i deserve it,
i'll hold on to it dearly.