could feel i was going to fall sick a few days back but it was the wrong time to be down with some virus of any sort. It just isn't the right time. I have my 1st stats test today and i'm not even half way through with the revision, much less to talk about the practise. i'm so dead for later paper. 10 marks for each qns and my?!! i'm getting worried right now.

why must i be sick now.
the weather is to blame?
cranky weather.

yesterday, i met TT at starbucks and we chatted for hours. I remember we used to like hanging out at cafes while accompanying each other to study. But yesterday just didn't feel the same. The time zone no longer is the same and probably the status we are in right now. If that's how it really is. i don't know. But all i'm sure is, his words no longer matters nor weigh a bit anymore. his explanation of the past incident, which once was so important to me, means nothing at all anymore. And with all these, i'm really certain i've walked out of my past and thank god. He healed my heart completely. finally i can say i'm really ready to befriend him. it was a long 2 years indeed. nevertheless, i'm thankful and glad about this outcome.








preoccupied mind.