i like to pen down my thoughts, either to write it in my diary or to blog about it.
I'm always finding time to express my inner thoughts. And though i'm more occupied with my own things these days, occasionally, i still would pop by others' blog and marvel at how much everyone has done and how their views on certain things have changed.

However, many have stopped blogging or seldom do so. Perhaps, it is due to the lack of time or probably it is due to the fact that they find it unnecessary to do so already.

Sometimes, i do feel the same.
Feel that things that i do and thoughts of mine shouldn't be openly said for it doesn't make things better in anyway. But then, realising that having a source to vent it out is always good. Hence, even i've got less time to read the blogs of others like how i used to, i still would try hard to blog as frequent as i can.

Lately, many natural disasters around our neighbouring countries have caused many lives to be taken away. Without pre-notice, their loved ones just left. And it's really a sad thing to know that the number of dead, missing and injured, total up to more than thousands and the number is still increasing each day.

Reading all these heart-wreaking news and after i finished watching the real depicts of a lifestory in the show-one litres of tears, i've learnt to count my blessings. Everyday.

I give thanks the moment i wake up and see the first ray of light. Praying before i sleep and learning how to be appreciative of little things in life made me love my life even more. i was once the girl who only knows how to really really treasure things only when i've lost it. But now, i wouldn't want myself to lose any of the things i deeply treasure in terms of realtionships with others. i realised happiness comes from the unchanging essence that lies within ourselves.

someone once told me that being happy is a choice.
therefore, i'll choose to smile even the going gets tough. For what i'm going through is so minute as compared to many out there. Incomparable in fact.
So, smile everyone. And to the one that told me this, practice what you've said. =)




we love because he first loved us (1john 4:19)
and that is why..
i want to love all the people i hold dearly in my heart.
and i thank all who loves me. even when i'm so unworthy.