what does it takes to be happy? this thought strikes me out of the blue again after i see that my beloved student's parents aren't really on good talking terms as i thought. As a result, the poor child suffers.

well.

why aren't married couples enjoying the accompany of each other after years into the marriage?
What's the real concept of committment? one of the vows that couples take on their marriage day is to love each other till their very last moments shared.
But i was just thinking how many did actually fulfill that?
Wasn't it because their courtship has reaches the point that they think marriage would open another new path for deepening ther love and that's why they go into marriage? But why is it that when they married, not many can make the marriage last?
however, many cont'd staying together because of obligation and not love and to me, that's sad.

Personally, i think the concept of love and committment isn't a one time deal. It's something you keep revisiting and re-dedicating yourself to. I've seen with my aunt and uncle, they've known each other for 15 years and I see that even now, with no kids due to health-related problem, there are still kinks and they always pray and wish that there could actually be more time spent together. i've always look up to them as ideal couples and till now i still do. There isn't no differences in them but I guess working out the diff is what really counts.


There's so little innocence left in relationships and in fact, it's been replaced by a whole barrel of cynicism. I see friends, all trying to find happiness and that right person. When they fail, they become so disenchanted.The irony in that, however is that because they are so disenchanted and cynical, at the first sign of any sort of happiness with the next person they meet, they dive in, only to find out after the inital buzz that there was nothing there to begin with. Then they become bitter again and the whole cycle repeats itself.

Love always disappoint should we love wrongly. And despite me not wanting to visit this whole love-thing again, a part of me never stop dreaming of the fairytale ideal dream ending even as a kid back then.

however, i don't look for a relationship right now. Not even a fling i guess. i wouldn't want to hurt those people who loves me and the worse thing is to not aware that they're hurting internally because of me. I love them so much to even know i'm the cause of their unhappiness. Love blossoms out of a very beautiful friendship and this friendship that i shared with them, is so priceless and treasured. my dad once told me when i fell out of love that love is unselfish. If this person whom i love dearly, do love others as well, there is nothing wrong to it, for love is magnanimous and as mentioned earlier, it's unselfish. That's 博爱

and though abrupt, i shall end my post here.






am in a slightly strange mood now..
could actually feel the words more strongly as i type.
pens are mightier than the sword.