i wanted desperately to finish memorising my notes and get to bed early last night but 10mins to 11pm, TT called and i finally gave in to his plea once more to go jogging with him. I hate jogging. Especially to jog with someone who jogs alot and has good stamina. We then headed to east coast park via the park connectors.


The jogging part shall left unsaid but when we finally reached, I like it there. The foamy waves crashed on the shore with unfailing regularity and to stroll barefooted along it, the fine sand felt cool and soft under my feet. The salty breeze was invigorating after a tiring day of studying. I was thankful for a moment that this jog, kinds of ease the restlessness i was feeling earlier on last night.


We sat by the shore, listening to the fm and stare in silent at the blanket of stars that stretched to infinity. A familiar song was played. I didn't know what hit me but there seemed to be an increasing wealth of emotions as the song played on. i dislike this feeling. It had been awhile ago since i grew numb to how i feel. Yet with the quiet environment, the song playing, it amplified what had been bottled inside.


perhaps, it's time for reality check.

i'm moving, but am i advancing?