Next wed is my stats1510 exam and thereafter, i would have my last module on molecular bio cell before i move on and become a year 2 student. yay! Year 2 modules would be ALL bio related, ranging from medicinal chem to genetics and immunology. A total of 10 modules. I'm quite certain i'll be info-loaded and would probably whine more when i study and memorise all those, but after i complete all these, my year 3 would be less hectic (i think) cos' there are only 4 modules left. I'll then graduate with my basic degree! whee~ Really cannot wait for this to be over!

Actually, if i were borned in UK or Aus, i would have probably completed my bachelor and is proceeding to do my honour year now. Because i'm not, I still wish i could be invited to go abroad to study for my honour year and have a different experience, just like miss sandy chan and alyaa. Everytime i hear from them, my hope of going overseas to study gets stronger. It's not about the fun but more of the experience of living in a big country alone. And even though i know i'll take some time to adapt to the BIG change in my life, i would still want that. Very much. Even it's just a year.

Talking to stephen that day, he told me he finished his final year thesis and is now a graduated honour student. And by this coming july, he is going to do his masters. He is one year older and though he did explain to me when he came a year ago, how the education system in uk was, i cannot see much difference that leads to the number of years that s'pore eductaion system is lagging behind. But nevertheless, i'm very much impressed with the degree he is holding onto right now. Political science. He can be an ambassador in future and knowing that not many can actually become one, i think it's an honourable job. It's like being an official in the ancient era. Now, i understood why he learnt so many languages. Chinese, spanish, italian etc. He told me he knows about 5 in all and even though not very good at any, that's already considered amazing!

And it's a pity that the initial plan of him wanting to come back this june was cancelled for some reasons, as i heard from terence, i do still hope that he'll return early next year or probably soon. Then, his cousins, he himself and i could bond again. Those daily tuitions at Conrad hotel with terence as the one he practiced his chinese on, were funnily unforgettable. LOL.

Anyway for this couple of weeks i shall MIA to studying. After my stats paper end, i shall come back to blog and load pictures that i've taken. Hopefully by then i would have gotten and had figured out how to use my digital cam!


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每个人凭着感觉，肆无忌惮地扮演着自己的角色，寻找自己一段美好的回忆，
沉浸其中并盼永远不在出来。

可许多事情都在不被察觉的情况下缓缓浮现， 慢慢上升，吞噬着绿色幻影，让人觉得矛盾，自己仿佛成了虚幻世界内的regular。不切实际但又不想出来。

但。。

就说是有些事注定不是胶片，没有倒放的权利，无法回到先前的华丽吧。

也因这样，曾几何时，我已很久没有跟着自己的意愿走。
左顾右盼，陈前提后，有时的确活得很累。
现在有了目标，理想，希望前景自己能掌握。

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