Hypnotised


For a long time, i was afraid of my emotions. Afraid that i was feeling instead of thinking. For everytime i'd done that in my life, it had cost me dearly. And those whom i befriend on not-so-deep level, often thought that i was strong, was brave and undaunted. But, the reality was otherwise. i'd painted on this attitude that everyone in the vicinity had fallen for. Sometimes it gets annoyingly and depressingly bad that i'll be so weepy. Then, there were several times that i even question if my heavenly father had blessed everyone else and had forgotten about me.

But when i was counting my blessings and contented with everything i had, he sent me this sweet somebody.

Somebody was patient with me and he still is. He moved my ice-liked heart and now i'm so hypnotised and really, i love him. i hope i've gotten my radar correct this time. Despite all that i've gone through to toughen my heart, i know that it would only take one more bad experience and i would disintegrate completely and lose faith to loving.





This love was a gift i'd been given.
One that i'd stopped looking for and almost stopped believing in.
You unlocked that unopened heart in me.
jL love.