alternative lifestyle

A Clue to the Crumbling wall


i've just cancelled my tuition cos' i quarrelled with mum AGAIN so yeah, am in no mood to teach and go school later. the quarrel started since since ydae and then was put on hold when i went out for movie.

Sigh. now, my throat hurts badly

Spending your life since the day you were born with these people yet they barely could understand you when you most need it.

So what? Time? -it means nothing.

i'm so tired i can't explain it. not literally.
but i'm so tired of containing everything in me and be silent about it.
Explaining things, i'm tired of doing so.
Protraying what i am expected to be, this indeed has worn me out =((((


Just, what is all this about? What is your will for me, dear god?
how much is understanding ever worth?

Differing interpretation of a religion often results in an alternative lifestyle that people of other religion cannot accept. Well, i can say that because of all these hardcore people i really want to be a free thinker. No doubt about how much i love god and holds that faith in me. but seriously i hate hardcore believers (for both sides) and all those hypocrite teachings that you don't act as what you've preach. So sunday is a free day now. For yoga, for myself.


Give me pressure no more, will you? you and you?
This is just who i am. Stubborn, so be it.
i want an alternative lifestyle.



............................... Well.
if boundary is the reach to how my imagination could allow me to picture my life to be.