So, the formula to success is psycho-ing myself?

Everyone has a powerful mind. And even though my mind stores smaller brains than others, I’m sure I still can make it work fully if I push myself harder.

I need to psycho myself that :

1. studying and memorizing is EASY! SO EASY!
2. I LOVE studying and I’ll feel something amiss should I do anything but study. Yeah man.
3. thurs is nearing (which I know it really is) and hey, come paper come! I’ll beat you flat!!
4. I’ll get high distinction and if not distinction cos’ I can memo and vomit all that I’ve studied. (but I just gotten my mid-term n prac result :(am reaching for the impossible by wanting high D and a D. BUT, wait. I MUST PSYCHO MYSELF!! )


And I MUST MUST MUST stop seeking comfort food while studying!! MUST PSYCHO myself I’m not going to give in to the evil food temptation saying: ‘come come, eat me! Eat me!’

ok, I’m talking to myself again! Going mad or something everytime exam nears.
Get real angsty and upset when things go wrong. Double hits today.


Phone is having a protest. It’s all shitty! It doesn’t allow me to make any phone calls and it keeps saying that msg inbox is full. Then, I played my romantic piece in piano lesson in such a so-not-romantic way. Damn shitty! My hand doesn’t have a nerve connected in the right way to my brain I guess. Or no brain to connect to. In whatever way, I’m really unhappy with no one but myself earlier.

So, the feelings pile up and I decide to blog. i think it'll get worse when i study thru the quiet night. Pls don't rain or i'll have a high tendency to emo.

okay now, I’m feeling guilty for even blogging and wasting time.

Ahh, time to return to the Lec notes. OH YEAH! I LOVE STUDYING!! I LOVE IT TO BITS!!
2 more days.




you never fail to asseverate me in your most simple, unique way.