Silence

Silence

is something i fear from a long time ago.

And tonight, silence came eating me up and

it makes me fearful;

makes my thoughts run wild;

makes me feel refreshed pain i had earlier;

makes me weepy

and it makes me unable to sleep.

why is the heart so fragile?

i'm afraid.

like a roadblock;

there is somewhat an obstacle, delay or unexpected holdup on my formerly clear path.

but..

come what may.

i just need a little more courage

to take it with grace.

i never thought it would hurt as bad.