thoughts for the night

Emotions flow more in december time.


part 1:
i feel all guilty for skipping school today.
i'm feeling sick when i'm catching a flight tomorrow.
i want to sleep and rest but i can't.
what would 9days over in BJ be like?

part 2:
my house is dusty from the renovation.
my house is messy bcos of the movement of things.
my room is packed and untidy.
how will things be when i return?

why aren't i looking forward very much to a white christmas in BJ?
why am i missing like everyone, esp you when i'm still here?
why am i feeling hot and sick when i shouldn't be?
why didn't i go for yoga when i'm going to miss it for 2weeks?
why didn't i prac my piano when i'm not going to touch it for 9days?
what's wrong with me? ;(((




highlight of the week---early christmas lunch
many more to look forward?