Sometimes i feel god is...

graceful but at times i also feel that god is stingy with all the good things that comes along in our life. He gives us good things but don't make it last too long till we forgot about the responsiblity in hand that we got to carry out. He gives us bad times yet also send angels to see us through.

Despite knowing the above, i still greedily only want good.

so i actually wish at times, there is someone to accompany me in the day. Be it a maid or an elderly or even a dog. i also wish i could have times with my loved ones like friends. (and so i could say i enjoy my night supper-ing in simpang with zh, paul, fel, dear and zh's friends.)


And somehow, i wish my mum would be able to fork out more time for me too. Vice versa.