the weighing scale

It's been quite a while since my last serious relationship and I'm having quite a tough time trying to prioritize. i can't stop myself from meeting him for even just a day?!! AM I TOO STICKY?!! i hate it myself. but i can't help it. From morning till evening, i'm the ONLY one at home and seriously it can drive me nuts at time. esp when the exam nears like now. The quietness collapse and all i could think of when i'm awake is ok, so now which chapt should i start studying again. i know i can go out, but who on earth can meet me in the morning when evryone has sch?

hais, the bottom line is i'm alone.

Though i know i want my grades badly, i also know i want to spend time with him badly. Why can't i be able to study with noise so that i can study at Mac with him and jh? Damn my
pea-ny brain!

i miss that kid-like awesome pawsome Boy.

Here's him acc me online while i study and he's working.

and after a chap of studying, i made myself a strawberry smootie. a zoom on that YUMMY stuff~

That's all. back to studying then prac piano alr.