feel those unsaid words

went home reluctantly after school today. The day has been scheduled to the fullest and though tired as i were, i didn't skip school today cos i was tired. contracdictrally, i skipped school ydae cos i rushed to my bf's house cos he was sick. Then i questioned my priority. i wondered if he could put me before studies too. But i got my answer eventually.

i wanted someone to accompany me tonight after school. god knows what struck me and i ended up asking TT out. he agreed to drive me to coldrock at holland V. But the plan was changed cos mum disallowed me to reach home then leave again. i didnt blame her. She didnt know how sore i felt. well, probably i didnt say. nobody knows. i think i just need ice-cream tonight thats all.

But well, somehow, i'm relieved i didnt meet TT at the same time. i'm not sure why but probably through the years, some things just can't be erased totally with time. i still couldn't help but felt there's alot written on his face whenever i meet him. Too much for me to want them to be part of my memory.


Those are just the unsaid words.